In other news, we only have 28 days left until our due date. At first I was thinking Anna Joy would arrive early, I don't know why, I had a strong feeling she would. But as it gets closer I don't feel that way. And that's OK, she is measuring a little small for the amount of weeks that I am, so I'm content to have her remain in utero, packing on the baby fat.
I have felt really nostalgic lately. I think it's because I'm realizing how much in my life is about to change - but I've also paused to reflect on how much my life has changed in the past two years! I have been looking over photos of when John and I first met, my bridal shower, the wedding, and Hawaii. I feel like such a different person than the girl in those photos. I can see the areas I have grown up, and my physical appearance is much different. People say I look like a mom now. I think that's partially because of the short hair which WILL NOT be around for long. I am definitely growing it back out, I have just had to keep cutting out the dread hair this year, thus I have had a year of a short "do." I really miss my long hair, and I'm starting to get a little nervous about losing this 50 odd pounds I gained with the baby. I know it seems trivial, that it is trivial, but remember me in my attempts to return to a "normal" body. Overall though, the transformation I've gone through this year has been a really beautiful one, and I know the transformation into "mommy" will be the same.
I'm not too terribly nervous about delivery. I love my midwives, and I know John and my Mom will be a great support during labor. I have been walking every day after I drop John off at work. The weather is finally nice enough to enjoy the local park. Although, my allergies have been killing me. I feel like a zombie!
I want to try to update this blog more often. I have a friend, Tara Burch, that is a pro at blogging. I know it will be especially useful once the baby arrives to post pictures and what not.
Thanks for reading my rambling for today.
Our VERY First Date:

Before Engagement:

Bridal Shower with my cousin Jaymie:

Wedding:

Mommy:
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